It was my web design diploma. It sort of sent me into a emotional tailspin.

I know that it will help me in the long run but I got into this “well it didn’t help me from getting let go” mood.

ugh.

On the 11th I was let go. It was one of the shittiest things that has ever happened to me.

I feel like I really went above and beyond what that job actually entailed and then to have them giving me projects and being in the middle of them before having the rug ripped out from beneath me. I made the comment that I was waiting for the other shoe to drop.

It did.

I’m not quite as upset as I was. I’ve applied for a bunch of web design positions so hopefully something comes of that.

But combined with that and my shitty internet connection I haven’t been on to do much.

Seriously, I lead the most boring life ever.

I started watching Lost last week (lol late I know) and I tried to get seasons 2 and 3 on dvd before this weekend but it didn’t pan out. It’s what I get for not picking them up at a store, but I wanted to get home.

I’ve been feeling kinda shitty the last couple days but still am trying to maintain my work out schedule. I think I’m going to push myself a little harder tomorrow. I’ve been doing the minimum since I haven’t been feeling awesome.

Life in general has been pretty ridiculous. I’m trying really hard not to just vent about work a ton.

I’m watching the Grammy’s. I’m On a Boat should have won that last one.

All I’ve been doing all weekend is watching sad ass movies and working on a website for my parent’s business.

I think I might do a vlog one day a week. Good idea? y/n?

To be fair I saw this on a site that had the caption of “Triforce, now you’re trying it”

i have done absolutely nothing productive with my day except for work out and start working on a new website.

Also my dog woke me up at 6am because he wanted to go outside and get into a dog fight. I shouldn’t have fallen asleep on the couch but omg he did not need to bark in my face.